The current facts....

   I am a 400 lb man in my thirties.  I have a few mental disorders that are considered disabilities.  I have a family that is accepting of my shortcomings.  I am currently in therapy and have been for the last 4 years.  Therapy isnt new to me because I was involved in therapy from the age of 5 to 18.  I am in therapy currently because I want to make my family's burden less with to respect to my mental disorders. I struggle with  Borderline Personality Disorder, Bipolar Disorder, Major Deppression,  Narsasistic tendencies, Anxiety Disorder, Aggressive tendencies, and agoraphobia just to name a few.  Not only do I struggle with mental disabilties, I have quite a few physical issues as well.  I have degenerative diseases in my back, arthritus, bulging discs in my back as well.  So I have a hard time walking and I have a wheelchair for bad days.  I have Diabetes 2, Nerve damage throughout various parts of my body.  I struggle with insomnia, high blood pressure, high cholesterol, Attention Deficit Disorder, and  ulcers.  So to state the obvious, I have multitudes of medicines that I take daily. 

    As this blog progresses, you will gain insight to my personality and the flawed "human being" I have become. Feel free to comment on my posts and add me to your following I look forward to your insight provided you are mature about it.  .  I will try to post daily but worse case scenerio,  I will at least post every 3 days.