I may be just apolagizing to noone , but I havent postedd in over a week And I am sorry. Ive had a lot going on from moving houses to going through some severe withdrawl from the oxycontin. I messed up my back up even more and I ended taking too much, I actually ran out a week ahead of time. I am such a jackass. I never learn.
Valentines day is around the corner and it makes it even emptier inside. It reminds me that I am a jaded individual, and the darkness inside consumes me. I fake affection, not that I dont love my family - I do, but its an emptyness that I will get into at a later time.
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